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Today someone said something that jumped out at me. She was only talking about a movie but to describe the character, she said "Heapos;s an asshole, but heapos;s so funny"�
It gave me flashbacks to a conversation with a certain "dumb boy" a week or two ago. He wanted to know why girls always go for the assholes, and since I generally go for the nice guys over the assholes (Iapos;m a very good judge of character), I�wanted him to believe that most girls donapos;t go for the assholes. I�wanted him to go back to being the nice guy I had gotten to know.. But the truth is, girls really do like the jerks who make us laugh. We love to laugh. Itapos;s not that difficult to make a girl laugh without being an asshole, but generally those types are more outgoing and self-confident than the nice guys so theyapos;re the ones that get noticed most often. Iapos;m doing a lot of generalizing here, which isnapos;t good, but for the most part I�believe it to be true.

Also.. Still being haunted by that very strange dream last night..
Wondering what Josh will think of it.
Poor guy, my dream-self must hate him a lot.

Time for class. Updates later.
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You know, I�realy, REALLY want to express myself and say something, but every single time I�do, Iapos;m the bad guy. Iapos;m the one thatapos;s done wrong, Iapos;m the one that has to fix it and no one ever remembers what it was that pissed me off or upset me in the first place and treat me like itapos;s completely and totally unreasonable that Iapos;m upset.

Why do I�even fucking bother. I�swear, sometimes, I�just want to delete everything I�have online, take two pay cheques, pack up the kids and Harley and just go somewhere else where people are fucking reasonable.

But no.... Canapos;t do that either. Have to fend off the inlaws from sicing the authorities on me because "theyapos;re worried the girls are being abused in my house".

Everyone can just fuck right off.

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But I miss school >_< Like, I have nothing to do now la.
I miss Amanda, I miss Lynn, I miss JT, I miss Charlotte, I miss Carissa, I miss Celine, I miss Shi Ting, I MISS�ALL�OF�THEM�LA�WTH THIS�IS�GOING�TO�TAKE�FOREVER.

But I dowan go PSL camp -_- I havenapos;t packed, at all, and I have no mood to go.
Like, not fun. And Mummyapos;s being rather relaxed with it.

So I might pon. And, Idk. Sian the whole three days here?

If I do go:

1. I will have something to do for the next two and a half days
2. I will see Amanda and fangirl a lot.
3. I will be subject to PSL torture.
4. Rachelle Han is in my group, wth.
5. I will lose energy rapidly.
6. I will be forced to eat disgusting things like tofu.
7. NO�SOFT�TOYS�D:
8. NO�BED�D:
9. NO�COMPUTER�D:
10. MY�FANFICTION

If I donapos;t go:

1. Free time for the next two days.
2. I can fetch Daddy from the airport tomorrow
3. Iapos;ll be around for my brotherapos;s GE screening test
4. I can walk around the park in happiness.
5. Amanda will be very annoyed with me.
6. I have time to do HSSRP
7. PSLS will all hate me.
8. Coffee is my group for orientation next year. (WTH�RACHELLE�HAN?)
9. I will be happier.
10. I will also be a lot sianer.

Gah why why why -_-

I feel sick
Really

I feel dizzy, at least. Like, woooooooozy all the time. Is that sick.
Pssh.

Oh. I took a walk around the park today And acted like an entire weirdo, really. I hopscotched :)�Iapos;m quite happy with that because I was iffing about it for a long time, wondering if itapos;d be weird, and I did it in the end.
Iapos;m sorry la Iapos;m not usually as carefree as that.

Yup. And I stalked people Hohoho.
It was quite fun, but I had nobody to do it with, so I was rather socially-deprived.
I miss school :(

Although I think Lidan is free now too, maybe Iapos;ll get her to go with me tomorrow. I miss Lidan >_<

Goosh la. I need to do my HSSRP�DD: Okay bye.
I dunno if Iapos;m going how how howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

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